Living Spirited Lives
Our books address the challenges of our times. Some explore the tasks and unique character of America, while others focus on universally human qualities. Some were written during the greatest trials of the 20th century; all point toward cultural renewal. Mythic imaginations, serious essays, and graceful poetry are found here.

We make these books available because we think they offer inspiration to those people working to infuse our culture with a truly human spirit. They confirm the surprising power of resurrection so palpable in recent times, and they foster the impulse of living spirited lives.

We hope you find some treasures here.

A Wound Awoke Me

Poems by Christy MacKaye Barnes
ISBN 0-932776-21-3
119 pages, paperback $14.00

 


In these poems, language comes to life, lifts you up and takes you into the deeper, more dynamic dimensions of human experience. Here we find healing, harmony, and a mood of fresh, life-engendering wonder. Wound and Waking, Praise, Seasons, In the Shadow of the Machine Age, Poetry, Infancy to Old Age, For Those Who Live in Another Land, Choruses, Serenity.

Chorus
All of Us

May calm warmth work in us,
deep light shine through us,
the water’s power sound in us
and the ground’s strength live in us.

We are all journeying,
we are all singing,
we are all weeping.
We know each other
as deeply
as we can see.
If I do not know you,
I am blind or you are bound.
Let my warmth thaw your bonds.
Create my eyes with your light.

Silently and together
We are all journeying:
like the rivers underground,
like trains through the tunnels,
like stars through the evening.
Let us look at each other
and know it.

Christy Barnes
A Wound Awoke Me

Imagination's Music
From Youth to Old Age

Poems by Christy MacKaye Barnes
ISBN 0-932776-30-2
Adonis Press, 2004
128 pages; paperback; $13.95


Imagination's Music gives a sweeping overview over Christy MacKaye Barnes' poetical work.

This book begins with a selection of Christy's poems published when she was 21 in Out of Chrysalis and from Wind in the Grass , published a year later.   In the first poem "Up!" she celebrates the sprouting forces of organic growth that she senses in the grasses and trees and feels so strongly within herself. "To Run on Hills" conveys the same exuberant, almost mythical oneness with nature.

The second and third sections of the book are comprised of hitherto unpublished poems written in midlife and old age.   As her youthful forces dwindle, Christy turns more and more toward an inner source that grows ever stronger and more definite in her old age.  

Throughout the last years of her life, Christy's poetry often focuses on the immediate impressions of her surroundings, which she portrays with the utmost simplicity, wonder, and devotion.   As she has throughout her life, she explores the deep correspondence between the world that lies within and the outer world of nature.   As in her youth, she participates inwardly in the creative inner aspect of the outer world, experiencing the living forces of nature within her own soul.   Yet much has changed.   Gone is the youthful vitality of her early poems.   It has been replaced by a mood of peace, permeated by the inner sun of her experience.   Here, as in all of her poems, it is the imagination where inner and outer merge in a creative act revealing a deeper dimension of reality.

Rites of Rock
One man's journey through 50 years of rock 'n' roll
By Eric G. Müller
ISBN 0-932776-32-9
372 pages; paperback; $14.95


"The riveting saga of a sensitive musician's initiation into rock 'n' roll and his ultimate struggle to remain true to himself, Rites of Rock burns with passion as it explores the most potent musical hybrid--rock, in all its variegated forms. This fast-moving biographical novel takes us from South Africa through Europe to the United States, through outrageous rock scenes, romance, and chilling encounters with evil to new frontiers of musical experience.   At the same time, it offers a rare glimpse into the heart of an artist's soul."

"Eric Müller's succulent Jeremiad of rock rings necessary bells. The insidious commercial culture of rock, indubitably megalomaniacal, present and past, is his subject. The author doesn't bandy with religion to make his spiritual points, he goes right to the boss, his own presciently audible inner voice, which never stops pestering his fledgling attempts at self-destruction. Charging at a good clip through a mindscape of devilish villains, sublime goddesses and the walking dead, he makes it experientially clear that, for a musician, salvation is in the music or nowhere, certainly not in the absurd trappings of success. His observations on the art of music are deeply intuitive and fully educated. This book feels like it just had to be written and Müller took fifteen years to do so gracefully, poignantly and with unquestionable sincerity. If this book makes him famous, I reckon he can handle it."
-Robert Hunter (Chief Lyricist for The Grateful Dead)

"When Vincent Erling discovered Rock and Roll, he was exhilarated by its power, energy and vitality.   This rollicking novel (on the surface hip and savvy) is the story of a young man's odyssey through a world of new sound and his search for a new way of living--the Rites of Rock."
-Thomas Locker

"This is a beautifully written book about a life lived attendant to the right kinds of questions.   Eric writes like the Laurens van der Post of the subsequent generation."
-Sidney Fulop

 

Goethe and the Power of Rhythm

by John Barnes
ISBN 0-932776-24-8
95 pages, paperback $10.00.


In fresh and spirited prose, John Barnes offers a captivating introduction to the life of Goethe as an inspiration for our times. He traces a powerful 18.6 year rhythm in Goethe’s biography, showing how his creative genius unfolded through repeated periods of crises and renewal. The fact that this rhythm corresponds exactly with cyclical movements of the earth and moon suggests a strong connection between the life of Goethe and the pulsing life of nature.

Goethe considered his participatory approach to nature to be his finest achievement in life, a contribution only now beginning to be appreciated as scientifically significant. Barnes focuses on Goethe’s development as a scientist, in the end applying Goethe’s own scientific method to his unfolding biography. In doing so, a remarkable archetypal lawfulness is revealed.

Goethe’s life and work inspire us to deepen our own connection to nature and to the pulsing rhythms of our lives. In light of the crises we face today, Goethe appears more than ever as a forerunner of a possible healing culture of the 21st century.

I also know that I appear to the world as one who has built a ship atop a high mountain, thousands of miles distant from the ocean; but the waters will rise, and my ship will float and sail.
~ Goethe

Forgiving

By Georg Kühlewind
ISBN 0-932776-09-4
16 pages, paperback $4.50.

 

Without forgiving there can be no true resolution to human conflict. In this essay Kühlewind penetrates to the roots of the process of forgiving, dissolving and resolving the inner struggles involved in this process and uncovering the sources of blame, envy, and hostility.

“Through self-knowledge I come to understand why it was necessary for the other to rise up against me, why for me it was necessary to bring him into this situation.… When we really behold the guilt in ourselves, it is forgiven….”

Race, Folk, Individuality, and Mankind

by Albert Steffen
ISBN 0-932776-04-3
30 pages, paperback $5.00

 


At a time when it is essential that we see beyond race and nationality to the true individuality standing before us, this essay shows how, through the mysteries of Advent and of the Three Kings, we can find our true self in the spirit of humanity. By penetrating to the spirit in nature and in ourselves, we can recognize the particular qualities of our earthly places of origin as well as the spirit that unites all human beings.

Both God without revelation and good will without knowledge lead to sectarianism, only with different signatures, here passive, there active, never however to a peace on earth encompassing all peoples, but only to further estrangement, to a new conflict and eventually to complete chaos.…

There exists, however, already today a number, even if an inconsiderable number of people, who have won for themselves out of their spiritual scientific knowledge another view of the world whereby the earth organism in its entirety reveals itself to be a living being which breathes, is ensouled and penetrated through with spirit.

Each human being is an Atlas; in his bodily organism he bears the entire earth about with him. And it makes an enormous difference whether he conceives of it as something dead or as being alive, ensouled and infused with spirit.

Albert Steffen
Race, Folk, Individuality and Mankind

In Celebration of Being Human

by Michael Burton
ISBN 0-932776-18-3
65 pages, paperback $8.50.


These passionate poems speak to the core of our experience where the meaning of life becomes palpable. They range from lyric love poems to dramatic inner battles that ring with the striving to transform evil and plumb the depth and integrity of Christian experience.

 

Signs and Traces

If you’ll heed his signs and traces,
God you’ll find in many places.

In the rustle of a leaf
Purge yourself of pain and grief.

In the swirling water’s flow
Feel the power that makes things grow.

In bright sun on snowy peaks
Know how God still walks and speaks.

In the surge of green spring-growing
Let your own red saps be flowing.

In the weaving of life’s tides
Find one Presence that abides.

Like the crystal, deep and pure,
Build God’s City, strong, secure.

Forge Christ’s Kingdom, friend to friend,
In love wrought strongly without end.

And, in stillness deep as night,
Pray for strength to bear the light.

Michael Burton
In Celebration of Being Human

The Crisis in the Life of the Artist

by Albert Steffen
ISBN 0-932776-12-4
40 pages, paperback $6.50.


Any life-changing crisis can be seen through the archetypal lens of the crisis of the artist. How do we grasp the deeper significance of the crises that we confront? How can we transform such an apparant obstacle into life-renewing creativity? Steffen sees that the existential challenge facing all contemporary artists is achieving true self-knowledge. This essay shows how Schiller and Goethe dealt with the dangerous separation of thinking, feeling, and willing, and how they achieve their harmonious reintegration. It then turns to questions such as how the artist in each of us can find meaning in illness and pain and lead us to healing.

The Up-Rising in Dying
Words and Verses
for those close to the
experience surrounding
The Threshold of Death

Edited by Christy Barnes
and Janet Hutchinson
ISBN 0-932776-16-7
96 pages, paperback $11.95.

This book has proven helpful to countless people faced by death. This collection of prose, poetry, meditation and prayer addresses the experience of death from many points of view, but always from a profound, spiritual perspective. Contents: The Needs and Tasks of Those Who Have Died; The Mystery of Death; Death as Experienced by the Living; Death as Experienced by Those Who Have Crossed the Threshold; Verses and Prose Passages by Rudolf Steiner; Words of the Living for Those on the Other Side of the Threshold; Poets of the Past; In Time of War.

After the death of his mother, one reader wrote: “Thank you so much for creating such an invaluable and beautiful work where all can find sustenance. In the words of my mother, ‘This is just what I thought all along. It’s good to be able to read it, to have it confirmed.’”

There is a new kind of awareness of the nature of death in the world today, and at the same time a growing need to find the means to deal with the suffering, loss and questions which it stirs within us....

This book has arisen out of the wish to serve this growing awareness and need, and out of the conviction that poetry has the subtlety, imagination and heart forces to illuminate the mystery and stature of this universal event and to help and give strength and courage to those who approach it....

From the Foreword

An Evident Need of Our Times
Goals of Education at the
Close of the Century

By Karl Ege
ISBN 0-932776-02-7
65 pages, paperback $8.50.

Karl Ege was one of the last teachers to be appointed by Rudolf Steiner to the original faculty of the first Waldorf School in Stuttgart, Germany. Many years later he came to teach in America, still wrestling with the comment that Steiner made shortly before his death, namely that to meet the needs of the future, Waldorf education would need to turn its direction (not its method) 180 degrees, away from the academic toward the practical and artistic. Karl Ege’s subsequent work has inspired the founding of farm schools on both U.S. coasts.

This collection of essays stresses the need for such a radical change in pedagogy, for the education of the whole person, and for a reconnection with nature and with physical work as an antidote to an increasingly intellectual culture. The content also includes considerations of Problems of Puberty, Community, and A Teacher’s Preparation.

The Discovery
A Meeting Between the Old
World and the New World

A Play about Columbus by Teresa Woods Barnes
ISBN 0-932776-25-6
95 pages, plastic comb binding $12.00.

Full of poetry, humor, and drama, this moving play uncovers the deeper issues underlying Columbus’s “discovery” and the mission of America. In dramatic scenes and imaginative pictures it probes the profound questions of human destiny and the implications for nature of this world-changing historical event. Perfect for students in the middle and upper grades.

To know your own spirit,
ye human beings,
Is to know the spirits
of the earth....
And we,
we beings of the earth --
We are in your hands.
We are in your hands.
Take care. Take care.
Take care for us.
Song of the Whales

The Discovery